Biography

Where I reveal a little about myself. 

"She looked like she had been poured into her clothes and had forgotten to say when."

P G Wodehouse

"One's prime is elusive. You little girls, when you grow up, must be on the alert to recognise your prime at whatever time of your life it may occur."

Muriel Spark, "The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie"

Who am I?

My name is Jill and I have gone by the online name of HexVixen since the mid-to late 1990s. I have been more or less active in the Gynophage fetish online community since that time.

I am over 40 and under 50, and realising that age really doesn't mean a lot when you start to reach those milestones you had always classed as "old" when a teenager. It may be a cliché, but you really are only as old as you feel. There is hope for you all...

I have been a nurse for most of my working life, but have now left the hospitals and I am working in a nursing home. I have also nursed in Secure Environments (including several years working in prisons), been a call centre agent, and worked behind a bar. 

I am a lesbian and currently gloriously single, having recently left a relationship. It is about time I lived for myself rather than fitting around other people, and this brings me to the reason for the website. I have decided that I will make my mark and share some of my personal thoughts and fantasies, if for no other reason than because I damned well can!

"I didn't think of my character, Core, as a cannibal but as somebody who is extremely passionate and who doesn't have any conscience. She takes her passion to its complete extreme."

Beatrice Dalle, talking about her character in "Trouble Every Day"

Me and the Fetish

I have been a member of the online gynophagia community for many years, and started up a number of websites over that time. My old forum, GirlFlesh, has sort of run away like a child grown too old to be kept in hand any more. At some point I would like to take it back in hand. In the meantime I visit occasionally just to see if it has learnt any manners and started to mature. So far, needless to say, it has not.

In my past, I have written a large number of stories and drawn many pictures. Some were gynophage and some androphage (better known as FemCan), but all were (hopefully) erotic and fun without being gory and nasty. 

I first started getting interested in gynophagia (I didn't know it was called that back then) when I was in my formative years. I was told a story of how a light aircraft had crashed in the middle of nowhere and the pilot had had to eat his female nurse companion to stay alive. It awakened a curiosity within me. What did he eat? Where did he start? What did she taste like? When he stripped her, did he find her body attractive? Many bizarre questions from the mind of a prepubescent schoolgirl. As I grew older I found that comedies and cartoons featuring women about to be eaten were tickling a different part of me than my funny bone. I began looking at women (and some men, it has to be said) and wondering  what they would be like to eat. I never wanted to hurt them, and certainly I didn't want to kill them, but I just wanted a taste. Hey, I didn't say it was logical!

So now I have lived most of my life keeping it a secret. I was a freak, a weirdo. Already at odds with my family and Catholic church because of my sexuality, I was a damned pervert too. For many years I took guilty pleasure in supposedly comic scenes, such as the "Carry On Up The Jungle" scene where the cannibal slaps Joan Sims on the bum after Sid James tells her they will be eating her especially because of her "bit of best rump". Then along came the internet and my eyes were opened. I met someone online and revealed my fetish to them in IM. She didn't freak out and my first completely relaxed sexual relationship was born.

Lady Evelyn Bagley [Joan Sims] (on being told that the party have been captured by cannibals); "But surely they won't eat me?"

Bill Boosey [Sid James]; "You especially. Just wait until they see that bit of best rump."

Carry On Up The Jungle (1970)

Contact Me

You can contact me via email at: hexvixen@hexvixen.com

Though I am happy to hear from you, I would ask you bear in mind that I will almost certainly ignore requests for pictures, cyberchats, and personal meets.

Do feel free to suggest ideas for both cartoons and stories, but don't hold your breath because I really don't have a lot of time to either draw or write at present.